Faces
I’ve had many names throughout the years
Years upon years of life leading to where?
A given, an asian, a secret, a self-proclaimed
Little cold, jewel bug are some of the few
I’ve been the face of an infant in the cold
Unknown and understood
The face of child over the sea
To a new world away from home
The face of a woman in the blue
In the background of it all
Waiting for a moment to take off the mask.
To strip the faces and phases of the years
Waiting in the wings to become more
To let the feathers and jewels and lies fall away
Waiting for the dawn of a new day to rise
A survivor of storms, a survivor of death
How and why I cheated death? I will never know for sure.
Of all the faces, the names, the titles i’ve been given
Are all a phase of foggy past and foreboding future
Like a moon waxing and waning in the ticking time
They say stars align to decide your fate
What fate is mine that follows the stars
In skies above or oceans below
Where does this path converge and grow?
A star that’s fallen is no use to the beholder
The beholder that sees not value or worth
In the fallen star lies secrets concealed
In the stardust, it’s simple
It’s only what you make
Take it as you will
Consequence will follow
Take it with pride and shame
The face behind it all is only waiting to see
The realm I’ve created from stardust strands of fate.